am i crazy for wanting you?

(maybe do you think you can want me too?)

so-ehm-eh.. kinda don't know what i'm doing with two blogs :S .. it's stupid to write the same thing in both of them.. hm hm hm.. need to find a sulution xD anyways.. this weekend we're going to essex, hopeing for alot of fun :D and ehm yeah, talked to a friend on ireland the other day, and she said that she will be workin' in portsmouth for a few days in a couple of week.. so planing to meet up with her! :D:D:D
puss

where's he gone?

hm.. so, when everyone was done with the food they got upstairs and gave riley a bath. and i just sat there. with tears rolling down my face. fuck that i miss someone that much and can't do a shit about it. not suppose to miss the person either. second time in three days now, tears was streaming down my face on the plane as i was reading old texts. f it :(
puss

is that what a happy meal does?

so.. now i've settled down and got all my stuff in the drawers and so on.. it's all good here. love it. riley is so cute it's insane! he was miserable when i arrived though, crying all over.. mustly for being tired and for haveing a soar mouth.
oh yeah, neither of us have had something eat so we when to the nearest mcd, riley got a happy meal didn't eat anything.. fed ricky instead. but yeah, before that he was crying and all, and ricky's got my kind of humor x) he just said is that what a happy meal does? i think they gave him an unhappy meal xDD LOL! (!!) hence he headline.
puss

wiihoo!

just helpt my dad with stuff, and now we're going to town! x) so it's all good. mygod, you don't wanna be me this week. have to do 14 things at a time and be at 328934 places at the same time, both sucks and is a hell of a lot fun. i kind of like it. but anyways, leaving you with this now and later i'll leave my dad for hélen. oh, how i love her :D

don't make it look so pretty burning.

i really don't know what to do or where to go anymore. feel like just crawl into a cave and never coem out. for real. i can't take it anymore. hate it. fuck it.

hipp hipp hurray!

ok, so initially i was planing on starting up this blog next week, but hey, when i saw that people on the US had been looking at my other blog.. i thought, well.. why not now so they can read something they understand x)) oh well.. i should really get ready now, l'pool - man u :D hihi.. and yeah, i my english will be fluent during the time.. until then i'll teach you the word kiss in swedish.. it's puss (and that's is how i will end almost every post xD)